ups and downs of a human

2010-01-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED!
see ya guys thereee ;D
http://foreverfighters-.tumblr.com

2009-12-10T14:11:00.005+08:00

Got up at abt 9.30 today.
bathed
then decided to be a good girl and throw away books i dun nd for next yr.
i was surrounded by a huge pile.
was texting amirah, ameerul and crystal
which slowed down my cleaning.
but well i managed to finish it.
took about 3-4hrs.
haha
and i realise i have to keep most of the books.
now my cupboard is half full.
going sch to buy books with daddy tmr.
ouh and while cleaning i found alot of things ;D

PARTNER! remember these?

i miss being able to score As without having to stud so hard D:

CHARMAINE! remember these?

ouh and im so putting this baby under my desk next yr ;D

2009-12-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE NG!
FINALLY 14! cheer up girl im always here for you. may you regain yr strength and be tht happy cheerful lucky girl i knew. enjoy yr birthday ok! love you mommy. XOXO, AISHAH

2009-12-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

ok so woke up early today.
went to meet up with p, charmaine and lina.
and off to watch new moon @ ehub.
then after movie went to follow p to get pastamania
and head down to white sand mcdonalds.
had mega mcspicy and shaker fries
which im regretting now
cause now i have mini eruptions in my tummy.
and it totally sucks.
so after tht walked to yumin's place.
on th way thr saw miraaaaaa.
ouh and im finally introduced to her boyf.
haha. dinooooooooooo :P
ok so yeah thn at yumin's place it felt so comfy
so charmaine left first while we stayed and had a little chat.
then took 358 home.
and accompanied lina to 89 bus stop
then home sweet home.

A is going to bali till like 18th?
my life would suck without you.

2009-12-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

2009-12-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

keep holding on, cause u knw we'll make it through.

glee rocks can?
okays so he past week sucked.
but im better now.
gonna forget what happened a few days ago.
cause next yr, i'll look back and say
"who's tht dude. i dun knw him. he nvr mattered to me"
POSITIVE THINKING!
okays.
btw, icy tower and glee have been my "painkillers"
idk how i'll survive without them.

holidays are so freaking boring.
almost done with homework.
maybe i'll continue malay later...

ouh and i think i have selective eating disorder.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selective_eating_disorder

ok hols makes me research on stupid things.
but its good for general knowledge?
hmm... shall continue glee now.
byebye.

2009-12-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

2009-11-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

no one has a solid answer

but just walking in the dark
and you could see the look on my face
it just tears me apart
so we fight so we fight
through the hurt through the hurt
and we cry and cry and cry and cry
and we live and we live
and we learn and we learn
and we try and try and try and try
so its up to you and its up to me
when meet in the middle on our way back Down to Earth

2009-11-27T10:36:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

2009-11-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

exactly how i feel.

2009-11-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder,

whn i try to cheer ppl up and make thm happy,
what am i rlly feeling inside?
th mask i wore over and over again
now its just glued on my face.
why am i smiling whn im actually hurt deep down?
i just dont understand myself anymore,
i really dont.

2009-11-23T18:07:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes, its after the curtains close
that the real reckoning comes,
whether its about who we wish we were,
who we wish we could be or who we want."
-gossip girl

2009-11-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

ok so basically holidays are not that bad.
Im have 3 awesome tv series to keep me company all through the holidays.
they are :

gossip girl

vampire diaries

glee

ouh and i still have a long list of hmwk to be done

English Composition (30Nov)
~~Online Quizzes~~
4 English Book Reviews
History Research
Geography Research
~~Maths Paper 1&2 [Manjusri Secondary]~~
~~Maths Paper 1&2 [Gan Eng Seng Secondary]~~
2 Malay Book Review
Karatan Akhbar
Malay Worksheet

omg i gotta learn to start on hmwk soon
ouh and im so nt in th mood for book reviews.
its so boring -.-

ouh and thr is gonna be neighbour's outing coming tue
and class outing to WWW on wed.
nt sure if i wanna go though :/
ouh and i'll have to meet crys for geog hmwk.
omg so many things to do yet so lil time.
haiz...

currently damn bored.
ouh and i forgot to tell you mommy and daddy
went to KL for th weekend.
some distant cousin's wedding.
im with my siblings at home.
home is so boring.
everyone is doing their own things.
i was supposed to follow p and charmaine go expo tday
got bk sale.
but i was just too lazy to leave th house.
ouh and im freaking gaining weight!
i hate holidays.

i somehow cant wait for sec3.
at th same time, i dun wanna leave sec2 ):
aww man this sucks.
ouh and im gonna be a geek in sec3 ok.
sudystudystudy.
geek me.

i cn continue crapping if i want.
but i think i'll stop here.
we'll see whn i feel like posting again.
byebye (:

PS: I WANNA BE A VAMPIRE. ITS SO COOL

2009-11-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

2009-11-14T16:57:00.003+08:00

ok babes, thanks to a stupid spammer who have issues with me, im going to remove tagboard alrites. i just cnt stand ppl who have major issues with me for no effing reason. like srsly, wtf did i do to you? spammers are just scaredy cats. i dun nd my tagboard anyways. blog is like a diary where i can express myself FREELY ok. you wanna judge me then go talk behind my back for all i care. i dun nd you to fuck abt me on my tagboard. cause FYI, i am being loved by many and i dun nd you, spammer. you can go back to yr lil shitty life. how do i knw its shitty? because you got nth to do but tag stupid things on my tagboard and acting like my friend. i knw u wish u are as cool and popular like haziq. aww... poor u... cause at this rate, u cn dream on abt ever being like us. we have a life and we are loved. jealous ryte? too bad Ahole. BYEBYE LOSER. fuck off my blog and nvr come back before i smash yr lil face ok? FUCKER.

2009-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

KESHA - TICK TOCK

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, I'm out the door
I'm gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back
I'm talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh (x2)

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
I'm talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin till they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh (x2)

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yea, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party don't start until I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh (x2)

2009-11-12T17:17:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes it’s hard to see the lines we’ve drawn until we cross them. That’s when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold onto. Then there are the clearly marked lines, the ones that if you dare cross, you may never find your way back. "

Gossip Girl

2009-11-08T14:57:00.004+08:00

cause i dun give a damn anymore.

I GIVE UP.

2009-11-06T19:43:00.002+08:00

the guy above is th next chuck bass.
his name is paul wesley aka stefan salvatore
my holidays have been pretty boring so far.
i've been watching vampire diaries.
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
it makes my heart jump at least 3times per episode.
ppl who suffer from heart attack,
pls do not watch this show.
ok so th next update shld most probably be tmr.
gonna send tux off to th airport.
ouh bryan sucks.
he got th class he wanted with his clique
while im just gonna die in 3e4.
pure geog? wtf. why th hell did i choose geog?

2009-11-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

2009-11-02T17:25:00.003+08:00

i wish you all would just shup up for once
stop being so inconsiderate
start thinking about the others.
not everything can be done your way
and then you all start being pissed and scolding everyone.
wtf is your prob.
just carry on with the god damn shit if you love it so much.
~~FUCK YOU.~~

2009-10-30T20:52:00.003+08:00

to my dearest friends

CHARMAINE CNYXM NG
to my dearest ahlian friend, cheer up okays. we'll all still be in the same school. and me, p and crys will just be next door. you can always text us, join us for recess/lunch or go out tgtr ryte? you have the chance to get into e3. treasure it. studies before friendship. as much as we dun wanna part, we have to sooner or later. butbutbut we are still in th same school so relax. you are such an awesome friend. i treasure th friendship that we share. the no fights and all. thanks for understanding me and being thr for me. i love you charmaine. we'll still go sch tgtr kays? at least for th next few months thn after tht, we'll see... but yes we will keep in contact and still text each other everyday. cheer up dearest. imyt.

NURADLINAH
yes, i'll miss you too. when im sad, u're usually the first one to approach me and ask me whats wrong. you know almost everything about my life. i'll miss those playground talks. i'll miss crying to you everytime. butbut, i'll be sure to update you about my life. we must still go to the playground and talk/gossip once in a while ok? ily naggy unfaithful stranger♥

NUR AMIRAH
firstly, i love you and will miss you so much smarty pants. i'll miss bullying you every single day without fail. i'll miss your demi madness and attempts to make me like demi. thanks for being thr whn i just feel like crapping to someone and thanks for nvr getting angry no matter how annoying i get. YES, i will work hard for next yr! you'll watch me ace kays. i'll rlly miss you amirah! *hugs* dont forget to text me once a month kays.

PARTNERRRRRRRRRRR (YAP JIALIN)
i love you partner. i'll nvr find a partner that is such a bully yet at the same time nice enough to help me do all experiments in lab. i'll miss bullying amirah with you. i'll always rmbr those funny moments whr we drew a line across the floor and all. rmbr th lil note u gave me whn i was sad? i still kept it. and i will always do. thanks partner, for everything. i'll never forget you and there wont be any other partner i promise. only you. others all cn go away. i dun wanna be their partner.

THE REST OF 2E3
this 2 yrs have been rlly enjoyable for me. so many things happened and brought us closer. thanks alot 2e3 for making my sec 1&2 life rlly interesting. I LOVE 2E3.

TO THE OTHERS I'LL SEE NEXT YEAR
im lookng forward to a new beginning in 3e4 with you guys.

2009-10-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize
The World Comes To Life
and Everything's right
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty Of All
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You'll, You'll Feel All Alone
When You Dont Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

2009-10-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH!

thank you thank you thank you for being such an awesome neighbor and always being there for me whenever i needed a friend to talk to. thank you for befriending me even though i am not a genius like you and thank you for supporting me when i was crying over my results and class choice. you freaking rock. even though we only got close this yr, you have alrd known me so well and understand my pain and joys. i love you amirah and you owe me free tution next yr x) ouh and im sorry for forgetting yr birthday this morning. i was totally unaware of the date. ILOVEYOUAMIRAH. ouh and one more thing, get into E1 next yr and kick some geeks asses and do 2E3'09 proud ok! you rock, you demi lovato stalker :P

Ok, so today was not as bad as i thought it would be.
the day started off with floorball.
group A (:
hell yeah we won th game.
th trick was to just hit any sticks you see near th ball.
haha.
but abit confusing also since th ball so small.
but ok arh at least i ran and sweat!
very rare ok! haha.

then played netball.
group B (:
we were totally trashed.
but we had fun in th court
and that is all that matters.
we were playing with pros so its ok to lose.

then after that went up classroom.
we totally broke th door -.-"
now we cnt close it anymore.
last few days in this classroom and we did this.
ouh well.

then went for recess.
there was no que at all.
then finish eating and went back classroom.
noticed we went for early recess so we have 1hour to waste.
so decided to stay in class and play cards.

then head down to band room for talks.
extremely horrible i swear!
everyone was still sweating and th smell traveled arnd my area.
OMG th horror.
i had to hold my breath or breathe through my mouth all th way.
keep spraying deodorant but of no use.
yucks.

then went back classroom and did some survey thingy.
tux wrote crap.
govind supported his idea.
i was totally suprised.
ouh well...

then after school head down to e!hub and got lunch.
then went to blk503 and slacked.
th boys were playing block catching.
thn in th end thy gt scolding so thy came down
and at 4 or so we went home.

2009-10-26T20:36:00.003+08:00

ok today was kinda fun.
had beach cleaning.
was basically slacking.
i had no glove so cnt pick up litter.
hehe.
so was sitting down with charmaine enjoying th wind.
thn after that noticed that thr was no litter left for us.
so we stopped. and we had another 30min or so to waste.
camwhored with peeps.
super awesome.
lots of pics.
haha.

lycia upload th pics on fb alrd if u wanna see.
i shall upload another day :D
thn after that went back to school.
and we were trying to kill time.
which didnt work.
horrible :/

ouh and 2E3 finally took class pic.
i love 2E3.
2 very bonded yrs.
nxt yr is a brand new start.
i'll miss our class' craziness
and always getting into trouble and all.
one for all and one for all?
thats our class motto.
we always get in trouble tgtr.
things will change nxt yr.
i'll miss you 2E3 D:

2009-10-24T14:09:00.001+08:00

POSITIVE THINKING <3
i will do better for exams next yr.
i have to.
wait for my come backkk.

2009-10-23T15:55:00.002+08:00

ok so lets talk abt ystd shall we.

school was v boring.
had emotion control talk.
total crap.
and kept losing UNO game.
super annoying.
so after school,
took the train and head down to plaza singapura
and found $10 on th floor.

partner: omggggg look!
me: what?
partner: *point to $10 note on th floor*
me: OMG. take it arh!
partner: shld we? but v bad leh
me: but everyone just passing it nt caring abt it. i take arh?
partner: okok.
me:*take th note and continue walking*

so OMG can.
so we decided to spend th money on lunch.
we only paid like $2 each on lunch.
ate at pizza hut and lunch had nvr tasted btr.

thn head down to spotlight and camwhore like mad.

thn met p and charmaine and walked arnd trying free samples.
thn finally home sweet home.

PS: photos up on facebooooook.

2009-10-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

I WISH I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW

2009-10-17T12:29:00.007+08:00

I shall blog about yesterday. school was such a bore. started off with garden sculpturing. we finally finished the swan neck. we gave up on it the day before. so while waiting for the other parts of the swan to be ready, we were playing with the wires. ouh and choo was being an ass. anyhow scold people. every min for sure say "dont play" we not even playing. we were doing our wire sculpture larh pls. (she's blind) then after school head over to p's place and played cards. we were super noisy and fighting over small things. haha. then afterwards went back cause 3rd bro was rushing me already. bathed, changed and headed down to ION with cuzzie and 3rd bro. at first we found a spot at tangs where we could get a view of carrie's performance then 3rd bro wasnt convinced it was the best spot so he walked arnd and found a fan entrance. they were giving out free tix for the first 200 fans. and hell yeah we got in. so we got quite close to carrie underwood and had a good view of the performance. she was like 30min late for the performance. i was dehydrated and began to feel dizzy and i swear i wanted to puke in the middle of the crowd! but i survived :D concert was awesome. then headed down to marina square and ate at long john silver then headed home at reached home at 11.30.

2009-10-15T17:33:00.002+08:00

DONT ACT AS IF YOU CARE
because it hurts
dont try to tell me what to do
dont try to tell me what to say
im better off that way

2009-10-14T14:37:00.003+08:00

how am i supposed to trust you when you keep telling others every detail of my life that i told you. i told you because i trusted you. i doesnt mean i trust them too. if i had trusted them, i would have told them myself. how can i trust you now? just live your life and i'll handle my own from now on. ~~I.JUST.DONT.TRUST.YOU.ANYMORE.~~

2009-10-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

thank you loves for your support to make sure i did not fall so deep
to have made sure i think before i act
thanks for making my life more meaningful despite these downs,
i knw i'll always have you guys.

to my best guy friend:
you were the greatest influence
thanks alot for those words that actually stick to my mind
that i rmbr everytime i felt like crying
i love you bestfriend. thanks alot.
(i hope u knw who you are)

best guy friend told me smth
i put it as a note on my phne
everytime i feel sad, i looked at it
and it made me smile.
i knw tht thr will always be
someone with me to support my decisions.

you cant just stand there and watch your world crash.
you have to save it
take it as a mission to get what you deserve.
remember this, we love you and you love me

2009-10-12T15:30:00.001+08:00

i dunno whats good or bad anymore.
im tired.
i want my happily ever after
not failures after failures.
i dun blame anyone other than myself.
thats why im doing this.
whn u asked me,
was it worth?
my answer is yes,
it was worth blaming myself for th ppl i love.
all i need now is a friend to talk to
and yet, my world is falling apart.

2009-10-10T12:26:00.003+08:00

IM BACK ON BLOGGER!

ok so while i was gone it was basically mugging my head off, jalan raya with my primary school peeps and my birthday celebration. jalan raya rocked like hell. we were all so bonded even though i havent met some of them for abt 2 yrs? th boys are just damn funny and lame with their magic tricks and the girls just cant stop eating chicken xD chicken is nice. even tough i got food poisoning after that for eating too much chicken. but ouh well, it was worth it. i love you guys larh. next yr again! and hopefully next yr we get to go to the cikgus house.

2009-10-10T12:12:00.003+08:00

thanks to these people for the birthday wishes
ystd either face-to-face, via SMS or facebook/friendster:
partnerrrr, haziq, kak yati, amirah, adlinah,
charmaine, mira, pearlyn, hakim, leo, hadi,
kak diana, kak ayu, kak ayu besar, abang khairil,
firdaus, kak lynn, tux, joshua, yumin, sandeep, jovana,
daddy, mommy, 1st bro, 2nd bro, 3rd bro & lil bro

so yesterday was pasri ris park in th morning,
seoul garden & movies in th afternoon and
swensens at night. wasnt exactly th big happy
day that im supposed to look for but it wasnt that
bad either right? at least i had some fun even if its only
a little bit.

2009-09-04T18:20:00.004+08:00

HIATUS!

all the way till after eoy.

XOXO, AISHAH

Say, won't you stay; we can talk about nothing at all
We'll sit here and make up the words as we go along
The games, we could play
Maybe silently write us a song
Quietly shout from the roof that we don't belong
They told me baby she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble and
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.
Strange, oh so strange
When it feels better being alone
You except there is nobody else and set it in stone
And then you, came along
Your reflection was so sad it's wrong
You made me believe once again that I could be wrong.
They told me baby she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble and
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.
And it hurts, to know, there was somebody out there as strange and
As beautiful, as you
If I know, sooner
Maybe she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.
I don't need to pretend anymore
I don't need to pretend anymore

2009-09-04T18:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ!

library is the safest place to hide from flour fight? haha.

i have only known you for a few months

yet im loving you alrd.

happy birthday babe!

have tons of fun during yr birthday alright? :D

2009-09-04T18:10:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder

whats up with life and its repetition?

to face the same things over and over again

yet make the same mistakes again

to run away from mistakes each time

but only end up adding to it.

ouh and to my dearest friend(u knw who u are)

cheer up dude!

love you loads.

a big free hug coming yr way alryte? :)

2009-08-27T11:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ♥

zahwah! old lady alrd larhhhh.

hahahahaha. yr present is on th way.

enjoy 14. love you old woman! :)

2009-08-22T13:55:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA
(happy fasting) :D

i miss gossip girl so much now.

2009-08-21T19:04:00.006+08:00

so mainly this wk in conclusion is awesome.
I love partner, amirah and farhana.
thy never fail to brighten up my sadsad angry pissed off days.
Yeah and according to them, my slowness is very fun to laugh at. -.-"
I met jovana, zahwah, haziq, mel and zahwah twice this wk.
one was on mon whr we just catch up on stuff.
and th other was ystd at th airport.
so yeah jovana is back in dubai D:
come back soon jovana!
ouh and i have a joke to tell you ppl.

see th bottle above?
its amirah's and jialin threw it away thinking
tht its some other random ppl's bottle.
thn turn out to be amirah's bottle.
and she was whining abt how thirsty she was all through maths.
and partner, amirah and farhana decided to all be absent today.
freaking sad man D:
so yeah as usual, my day was spoilt in th morning by XXXXXX.

2009-08-15T18:58:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY
1. i hate/love inline
2. nopes, i didn't fall
3. i keep going down th hill and grabbing zx thn he went like "dun suddently grab later i fall"
4. got my revnge on zx. yeah, he fell on his butt.
5. shaun kum hit th bball pole.
6. desmond loves bullying me
7. thy said i was v. fierce -.-"

FRIDAY
1. cohen scolded th boys for bullying berry
2. cikgu nvr come so i did filing all through mt.
3. went out with jovana.
4 had fun, she's leaving on thu :(
5. had shaker fries.
6. went up and down white sands to look for her nail polish.
7. no stock
8. watched UP!

2009-08-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

missed those times sooooo much :D

I hate today.

during maths, th duck went BOOM.
it gave me th shock of my life.

at first we thought have no PE
cause mr seow nvr come.
thn we all chnge redy.
and found out had PE with peter loh instead.
thn he made me, charmaine, crys run up and chnge back
fuck him.
thn he go start 2.4 w.o. us.
thn we wasted 5min.
and he still expect us do napfa.
tried rushing unsuccessfully.
after 2nd round,
couldnt breathe
and rib cage thr was freaking pain.
so stopped halfway.
so looks like im failing napfa with a big 'O' .
dun care larh.
stupid napfa.
ouh and thanks to those who cared.
including tht choir dude and random stranger i walked past.

after recess was horrible, i was falling asleep.
thn cohen saw and made me sit up straight.
-.-"

after sch was basically slacking at my place
with charmaine, crys, hakim and lina.

2009-08-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm Already Gone

2009-08-10T12:51:00.002+08:00

ok im freaking bored.
and this is for those who keeps asking,
I am v. v. v. fine now so stop worrying.
I was at cuz's place ystd.
nephew thought im a minah.
wtf.
ghazzi, I AM NOT A MINAH.
srsly.
okays idk if i shld go out for my chicken rice today.
kinda no mood.
hmm....
ouh and charmaine, where's my cupcakes?

2009-08-09T12:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 44TH SINGAPORE♥
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

2009-08-07T16:15:00.003+08:00

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

THURSDAY

the day kinda sucked.
i dun rlly give a damn abt lessons so lets skip it.
after school went lunch with huda and ellysa.
ellysa and her unsuccessful attempts to diet.
thn walk back to school.
huda went home to chnge.
chnged in sch toilet thn left for downtown againt to help elly's mom.
and after tht went back school.
talktalk with nizam, firman and elly.
thn it was 3.30 and off i went to foyer to meet choir members
thn went to basketball court.

had inline.
we all look stupid.
i cn hardly balance and all.
zhi xian damn cute.
cnt even move.
so me and th guys were trying to help him.
thn all boys went to th pro side.
left me, huda and zhi xian.
we skate like noobs.
but i manage to skate.
and i was sabo-ing zhi xian.
end up i fall on my ass.
xD
twice.
thn th instructors went like "retribution"
and thy kept making fun.
wtf max.

thn went home and took a nice rest.
after awhile left for charmaine's blk.
waited for jersey from 8-11.
alot of ppl were thr.
like more than 13.
thn got some mats.
wan.
ask for XXX's num.
haha.
freaking funny.
thn had fun with th others crapping and stuff.
thn got our jerseys, counted and off home.

thn lie down in bed and cnt slp.
slept at 2+ in th end.

FRIDAY

so my maid woke me up at 6.40 and asked what time i wanna wake up.
wtf ryte.
stupid.
so rushed, wear jersey and walked to charmaine's.
her mom sent us.
lina was thr too idk why.
thn in th car ppl keep calling me and asking me whn we reaching.
everyone wanted their jersey.

thn school was basically v. slacky.
certain unhappy events happened.
everyone was so pissed.

thn after school abang met crys.
thy sent me to meet jovana and adilah.
end up we all went white sands tgtr.
i expected it to be boring.
thn bus'd to ehub.
abang and crys went for their movie
me, jovana and adilah head for pasir ris park.
it was funny.
adilah have this clouds following her.
everytime she near us no sun one.
haha.

thn took off our shoes and socks and walked by th beach.
kept wishing it rain.
thn suddently rain like mad.
ran for our bag and shoes' life to a shelter.
thn we continued sitting bare footed in th rain.
after awhile th rain stopped.

walked bare footed all th way to th playground thr.
went to toilet and wash our legs and finally wear shoe.
took 403 to pasir ris interchange.
ppl kept staring at us cos we are kewl.
(we were soaking wet in red shirt and shorts-dripping wet)
haha.
thn got apple juice and mrt'd to tanah merah to send jovana.
thn mrt'd back to pasir ris and walk home with adilah.
she found out certain things abt life and all.
awesomest♥

2009-08-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

Alot of things happened today.

i dun rlly feel like blogging it out.

maybe tmr.

as for now,

im angry

im sad

im happy

im fucked up

my butt is in pain

ppl shld just fuck off.

tmr is th national day celebration.

maybe meeting jovana and zahwah.

i love thm and miss thm so much.

gtg.

byebye.

2009-08-05T16:35:00.002+08:00

Today was so sad.
i went to school alone
cause some ppl wanted to go sch with her boyf so yeah.

came school in th morning telling everyone tht charmaine wont come.
thn she appear at th door.
thn ppl wanted to kill me.

thn lessons was freaking boring.
i was sleepy.
i skipped 2.4 today.
i had flu last wk ok.
so me, charmaine and crys and th guys were helping mr loh
with th ticking of th rounds thingy.
it was funny cause we keep screaming like mad to th ppl.
but so many ppl injured.
poor thm.
recover soon ppl (:

after school, went to meet cikgu.
she was nagging at how horrible my mly was.
and she is so against mcdonalds u knw!
haha.
syed and mus were whining at how hungry thy were.

thn after tht walked home.
we were looking at fishes near th bridge.
it was fun.
thn after tht near home,
we saw a grp of siglap mats.
thy started showting "chio bu" to charmaine.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
like srsly i swear,
haha.
poor charmaine wanted to run bt i went like "lalalalalalalala"
cause i love it whn mats disturb her.
hehe.
thn nw we are at my hse talking abt things tht makes life miserable
example: XXXXXXX

ok thats all. :D
byebye nw.

2009-07-29T19:19:00.004+08:00

Bagaikan siang tiada mentari
Bagai malam tiada cahaya purnama
Tanpamu tiada erti hidup berdua
Ke akhir masa kau ku cinta
Bagaikan syurga tanpa bidadari
Kau ibarat hembusan nafas terakhir
Pulanglah sayang usah kau berpaling
Di sini ku pasrah menanti

today school was fun.
L and jason hamster fought.
L had a cut on th tummy.
Jason's hand was injured.
jason hamster was with me all day.
ahmad thinks i torture animals.
i dont ok.
and ellysa was extra drama today.
omg.
she keep crying.
malay and eng period.

thn after school met abang and slacked at my place
with charmaine, crys and jason hamster.
had fun.
abang and my parents were like v. funny.

HAKIM: may i borrow some hot water?

DADDY: nope.
MOMMY: actually can larh but dun forget to return it arh.
HAKIM: *laughs* sursure.

-.-"
okok and i rlly love jason hamster.
its so cute and nice to me.
it listens to me nag.
haha.
good boy.
i dun think its hentai at all.

2009-07-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

I'm so damn freaking tired.
yesterday was fun but tiring.
woke up early and met charmaine and off we went to downtown.
bought pastamania, sushi and cup walker thn off to p's place.
supposed to meet up with mrs adris thr with th other srps but end up she nvr come.
machickeneh.
so rian brought up his hamster.
thn played played with it.
me touched it.
awesome.
haha.
th hamster is fat and lazy i swear.
thn we end up so bored till we play monopoly.
thn play scissors paper stone & vampire.
reminds me of my childhood days.
haha.
whn we were small and cute.
thn left at abt 7.
charmaine's parents sent us home.

then reach home rest awhile and off to airport.
sent aunt off.
then went dinner with uncles and aunts and families at changi village.
ppl keep saying im fat so i didnt eat.
im on diet from today onwards and no one cn stop me.
thn reached home at abt 1/2am.

2009-07-23T16:22:00.003+08:00

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain....
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin nowhere
Baby, long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my, you're my....
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

CHARMAINE NG! get well soon (: no, i dont miss ya :P

2009-07-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

school was funny today.
loved it.

charmaine's mommy drove us to school.
missed th eclipse.
came to school with slight fever and bad headache.
then malay was funny.
hamster in th hamster ball roaming arnd class.
it loves cikgu.
matching colour as its ball. haha.
thn after recess an achar bomb exploded in class.
almost everyone left class.
i was a 4months expired achar whatcha expect.
thn thy spray deodorant somemore.
make it worst.
felt like puking.
and pe was funneh.
incline pull up me and jialin went like we cn do it.
chuck bass is on top.
must get to him.
hahahahaha.
awesome.
and now im having a freaking headache.
maybe nt going school tmr.
depends.
haiz...
nites peeps.

2009-07-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

You smile and never shout

You stand out in a crowd

You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I'm wrong

You're fragile and you're strong

A beautiful and perfect combination

I wanna know you

2009-07-19T11:47:00.002+08:00

I've been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don't know what to do

I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don't know what to do

I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

I think I'm fallin' for you

2009-07-18T10:08:00.002+08:00

this week is such a rush.
rush here rush there.
rushing to finish assignments and projects.
it has given me a headache.
and this weekend is supposed to be my big break for the week.
but i have a newspaper to create, to find a religious song, complete my math and so on.
this is really very tiring.
lil bro is having fever.
and thr is only me, him and my maid at home now.
i have to look after my lil bro.
i have to do this, i have to do that. haiz...

so yesterday i had a short (nth to do) time.
firstly, school was horrible.
we had like 5periods of cohen.
i felt like dying.
we were whining to ms zurianah and miss thang.
we said tht cohen was abusing PSE to do eng.
all they said was "good luck"
awesome -.-
and we had geog ystd.
th bitchy trainee was in our class.
th guys were staring at her.
she's kinda pretty.
she saw me using my phne when ms nur left class.
she just look and thn walk away
yeah she didnt care.
after all she's only a trainee rite?

then after school went to watch obsessed.
th interesting parts only came halfway through th show.
thn walked to ws.
met peho gang.
they were given hamsters by th security guard.
th hamsters were cute.
raihan was being evil to his hamster.
thn mrt'd to tamp.
went shopping with lina, charmaine, crys and hakim.
after awhile crys an hakim left.
and we continue shopping.
shopping with lina is tiring.
thn after awhile took 15 home.
sat at th park with th girls and talked abt racial harmony day and class tee.
thn tim to go home.
walked lina to bus stop.
while waiting for bus,
talked abt ____(insert name)___

that is mainly all.
so now i shall prepare for tution.
byebye.

2009-07-16T17:12:00.003+08:00

Tonight we stand, get off our knees

Fight for what we've worked for all these years

And the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives

But we'll stand up champions tonight

It was the night things changed

Can you see it now?

These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down

It's a revolution, throw your hands up

Cause we never gave in

ok so finally a proper post. :D
im still loving jaejoong. i even got his theme on my phne :D
so today was kinda like PMS-ing.
keep going from happy to sad and gt pissed like damn easily.
tday we had 3tests.
english kinda sucks
physics was awesome.
maths was average.
d&t was kinda funnnn.
i wanna do my arcylic :'(
instead we were fighting over magazines and pics and doing a ws.
haha.
thn history.
im freaking mad with ellysa :@
tday th survivor thing mr benson tay forgot to vote ppl off th theme.
haha.
and all th question was ellysa's section!
grr....
so my grp came last.
with 4points -.- awesome.

2009-07-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

ILOVE JAEJOONG ♥ he's mine!

Birth name Han Jaejoon
Also known as 영웅재중, 英雄在中 (Youngwoong Jaejoong) ,
ジェジュン (Jejung)
Born January 26, 1986 (1986-01-26) (age 23), Gongju,
Chungcheongnam-do, South Korea
Genre(s) Pop, R&B
Occupation(s)
Singer, dancer, actor, composer, songwriter, model
Years active 2003-present
Label(s) SM Entertainment, Rhythm Zone
Associated acts SM Town, TVXQ

2009-07-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

LOVE comes around

and it knocks you down

just get back up

when it knocks you down

2009-07-11T10:23:00.004+08:00

okays so i think its abt time i post.
i rlly have no mood to post everyday so just bear with it people.
ystd was kinda *insert different emotions*
i kinda miss charmaine ng infront of me.
i pity her cause she is dying at the hell side of our class.
yes, im in heaven.
so all along in class we were msging and pitying each other.
haha.
some stupid unknown number called me in class today.

i'm begining to like malay.
cikgu wanna open a MLDDS if our class is willing to join.
boys = dikir barat
girls = dance
boys & girls = drama
cool ryte?
i wanna do malay dance.
cikgu say a person must be very soft in order to learn mly dance.
am i soft enough? :D

okays then after school it was raining like mad.
bus'd to white sands with abang hakim, crystal, charmaine and rohi(abang's friend)
abang and rohi were so.... -.-" nvm.
so thn smth happened and it was nt awesome.
thn charmaine and elly wanted to cheer me up.
so elly allowed us to apply make up on her.
it was horrible yet awesome
and yea it made me laugh.

ouh yea thn i suddenly rmbr tht my books were in abang's bag
and crys, rohi and abang left alrd.
so thy took cab and went to meet us at my void deck thn left while we continued with ellys's make up xD

2009-07-04T10:22:00.002+08:00

ystd was not as expected?
okays so yea school was normal.
malay was awesome.
my group manage to catch up and end up 2nd.
thn thr were some stupid jokes.
haha.
thn FC was kinda hyper.
was listening to syairah, nurul amalina, amirah & farhana
acting out th play for lit.
damn funny.
thn after school walked to downtown thn decided not to eat so went back home
lina wanted to come along so we ended up in my neighbourhood.
we ate instant noodles and were having a hard time finding an empty seat.
after tht p came and joined us.
so me, charmaine, lina and p went to playground.
saw terrence, elfy and th gang.
chitty chat with th girls thn went back home.
thn lina knock on my door.
went panicking tht she lost her phne.
so we went arnd th whole neighbourhood looking for it but to no avail.
thn my mommy called and wanted me home
so i cldnt carry on looking with her.
thn i went back home.
sorry lina ):
thn parents asked me to chnge and th family head down to TM
bought my w705
thn went back home.

2009-07-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR MIRA NAZURA!
ily loads girlf. thanks for always being thr for me through my rough times and all those awsome advice and th listening ear. i really appreciate it. god bless you always.

okays so tday was fine.
i was slping all through class so lets skip tht.
after school lunched at KFC.
i got my chicken!
okays thn we had a little chat.
went to playground and continue chatting and off home.

sometimes i feel scared;
scared of what i will become in th future.

2009-06-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

today was awesomely awesome.
so in the morning we got our wonderful seats back.
currently sitting beside crys.
ahmad moved away to th other side of th classroom.
peace like finally!
i got a new neighbour (:
welcome syairah and amalina.
okays so in th morning benson tay said i was fast.
i am so honoured. haha.
thn like during malay tday we had some quiz thing.
my grp sucks.
ahmad is th only hmt student in my group.
thn cikgu said my malay was gd so cn count on me also.
end up everything i dunno.
crap much.
thn like during eng
we saw some other teacher
so we thought cohen nvr come
thn suddenly he come
thn we all happyhappy redy thn all sad again. haha.
thn after school watched drag me to hell.
me and charmaine are th only ones screaming?
p is in th middle of us.
i pity her.
movie was awesomely scary.

PS to humans, i chnged my num so msn/ask me for it alrites?

2009-06-29T18:00:00.002+08:00

first of all, despite a teacher getting H1N1,
school still continues.
so went school in th morning and ppl stole our normal seats
so now im stuck beside charmaine ng -.-"

so in th morning came in class and took temperature twice.
mr benson tay was in our class.
thn he said smth which i dun wish to state here.
and iys v. funny and embarrassing.
he's such a baby monster.

thn first period was cohen.
did a vocab ws and had a talk on H1N1 awareness.

thn it was physics.
mr lim is kinda funny.
he kept complaining to us? haha.

thn hist.
mr tay came in class again.
and nw im his hist rep?
and he says its an honour ? :'(
my hist sucks hello?

thn recess.
only sec 2s.
awesomeness and shorter ques.

thn had assembly period
did ws i think.

thn art.
mdm farah is teaching us.

thn maths went through hmwk.

after school ate at foodcourt.
and watcher transformers.
tht shld be all?
byebye

2009-06-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

a few more hours to school.
im sho sad.
i dun wanna go school.
i dun wanna take public transport.
public transport = swine.
haiz...
i rlly dun wanna see teachers or students.
i wanna watch transformers tmr.
i finished all hmwks.
i wanna close down blog.
but i love my blog.
it has been my love since pri 6.
♥
im off to facebook now. byebye.

2009-06-25T21:21:00.004+08:00

and so i've been working this week.
work as what? dont ask. only charmaine knws.
i knw its stupid to start working on th last week of hols but hack care man.
im so tired.
i dun wanna go back sch.
i love being sort of MIA during th hols.
butbut dr. lina has been nagging.
she wants me healed and in sch.
haiz...
i still havent do malay hmwk.
i have no idea whn im gonna do it.
im so sad now.
haiz...
i miss humans and pigs.
eh wait, LINA, U SHLD BE A VET INSTEAD TO HEAL TH PIGS!

im afraid to go back to school
to see those creatures
i cant afford to go back to th life 1mth ago
im loving this life
im loving now
i dun ever wanna go back
bt do i have a choice?
i guess nt.

2009-06-23T12:22:00.003+08:00

I am sooooo sad that thr won't be an extend of sch hols.
i mean like hello H1NI getting serious ok.
thn whn someone in th sch got it redy thn they wanna give us hols.
by th time too late alrd man.
stupid people.

butbut hols or no hols doesnt make a difference to me
im only left with stupid malay homework.
i have no idea how to do it.
its crapppppppppp.

so i've been sort of MIA during this hols.
sorry people.
CHARMAINE NG MISSES ME.
muhahahahaha.
ok fine i miss her too.
you see we are usually tgtr like at least 10hours per day
thn suddenly never see her for like 2-3weeks.

ouh and restaurant city is freaking boring.
im quiting it.
im addicted to barn buddy though.
its super cool.

ok main point is im freaking bored which explains th random post.
im supposed to go out with girlf tday
but she is busy.
boooohoooooo )':
she owes me an outing THIS WEEK.
or else no birthday present for her.
read that mira?
haha.

okok im off to find some entertainment/do mly hmwk.

byebye lovesssssss.

XOXO :)

ouh and PS to GG; you have started messing with my friends, you are so dead.

2009-06-21T13:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!
love you loads daddy :)

2009-06-16T11:41:00.002+08:00

jialin; me too. i need a daily dose of GG man. :(
jialin; LOL. 'i.... i... never had any feelings for you' aww.... haha.
Charmaine; is thr any other charmaine ng? -.-" lol. sorry larh im a busy girl and no its not GG cause i finished season 1&2 and season 3 is only out on 31st august. im a sad piglet ):
MIRAMIRA!; check yr taggieboard. :D

2009-06-15T13:58:00.002+08:00

Im in need of a daily dose of gossipgirl.
its a medicine for daily relaxation and anti-boredom.
so mommy and daddy nt working today.
so went out with thm to giant and breakfast in th morning.
and now im home.
im freaking bored.
charmaine is going to genting soon i think.
so i'll be even bored-er soon.
im going out for movies again on wed.
watching ghost of girlfriends past.
i want to watch drag me to hell.
CHAIRMAINE NG WATCH WITH ME!
i shld stop blogging before i start crapping.
byebye people.
love you (not)
xP

2009-06-12T14:14:00.002+08:00

so i've just finished gossipgirl season 1&2.

everyone is happy cause i'll stop using th com

from day to night.

and people who calls me will finally get my fullest attention ;D

so basiclly th remaining two weeks

is homework and movies with girlfs.

ouh and im addicted to hoedown throwdown

since i watch HM th movie ystd.

hahaha. charmaine shld knw since i started going

"boom boom clap boom de clap de clap"

in public ystd -.-"

tht was kinda embarrassing.

haha.

ok so mainly thr wont be updates in blog

unless i go out or smth.

byebye.

2009-06-11T18:46:00.003+08:00

so basically tday was kinda fun
went to watch hannnah montana th movie with charmaine, ellysa and elizabeth.
thn chill at rooftop for awhile
ate ben&jerry's ice-cream and bus'd home

while chasing for a bus which turned out to be T bus,
charmaine dropped her moneyyyy.
thn a kind guy ran after her to return me
and she didnt even say thank you.
(i knw u will kill me for this, charmaine :P)

so kinda lazy to post so short post.
PS/: bitches of th world unite its time for war.

2009-06-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

maybe sometimes its better if you do not tell me
cause it hurts so much when you change yr mind.

2009-06-07T10:31:00.001+08:00

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

2009-06-05T19:43:00.002+08:00

Yo peeps.
freaking happy tday.
main reason: I FINISHED THE REPORT, POWERPOINT AND MY BABY(WEB)
i am so happy.
my baby looks awesome!
xD

so whole day i was in com lab finishing my baby.
lunch went out to central thn p's place.
ate mee goreng thr.
3 fat pigs ate 5packets of noodles.
wow.
xD
then went back sch.

thn after ipw mrs adris treat us to tea break
at coffee bean with th guys.
damn funny.
ouh and while we were in th car
tcher decided to spin th car round and round.
i was so scared :/

2009-06-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

Brain status : DEAD.

Eyes status : half opened

Current temperature : 37.7

AWESOME.

so today woke up early and bus'd to sch.
ouh sweet for th day : tictac

so when we reach sch thr was only abel, p and syed

so joined thm and mrs adris was checking report.

got a big nagging.

she criticized the drawing!

haiz...

nvm

so went up to com lab.

mr low helped us use flash

my webbie rocks but still nt done.

and i only have 8hours tmr to complete it.

wtf?

my brain is gonna explode.

ouh and lunch was canadian pizza.

4piece per person.

damn fattt now.

have to finish off IPW now.

yesyes, IPW shucks.

byebye.

2009-06-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

Yo peeps.
tday is boring + funnn.
so wake up early tday to go to sch.
when we reach thr was a looong que to take temperature.
so after checking temperature,
went in to foyer to find mrs adris.
thn we sat down and finish off reflection thn went up to th com lab.
so basically we had nth to do in lab so slacked.
then it was lunch time.
called mrs adris to ask her if we cn go home.
she allowed us.
so we went to meet her at staffroom and helped her carry her things to lab1.
thn went down to staffroom to grab our bags and off we go.
went downtown foodcourt for lunch.
thn waited for ellysa and bus'd home.
we missed 2 busses.
i think th driver was afraid of ellysa.
she wore this funny shorts.
xD no offence.
thn went to my place.
and decided to go to th minimart to buy seventeen.
thn otw thr charmaine was being erm... stupid.
C: omg tht guy looks like bryan its so scary
A: it is bryan u idiott.
-.-"
so after tht went my place and slacked and thn all started to go home.

2009-06-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

to gossipgirl:
we are all fans of gossipgirl, yes but you are a wannabe. do u have any idea how much trouble you will be for being gossipgirl? first you were obsessed over some guy and now you had to tell th whole world tht someone thinks riny is a bitch? just fuck off gossipgirl cause our holidays rock so much more without you.
XOXO,
AISHAH.

so met up with charmaine in th afternoon.
headed to library
borrowed some books on how to design web.
thn i almost lost her cheesecake.
it was freaking funny.

ok so go sch for IPW.
it was boring.
basically tcher just checked over and over again.
and me and charmaine had nth better to do.

thn otw home went to return books at library
went KFC
and off home.

2009-05-30T12:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 27TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MOMMY & DADDY!

may the happiness in yr marriage remain.

god bless you two always.

love you mommy & daddy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA TOH LI SHI!

happy always alryte?

loveyou loveyou loveyou

hope we meet up soon :D

2009-05-29T18:38:00.005+08:00

So today school sucks.

basically thr was no lesson at all.

most of th time spent at hall for talks

and we were also wasting time in classroom.

ouh and firedrill rocks.

8 min!

we rockkkk (:

it wasnt tht bad was crapping and playing in th field.

kinda cool.

haha.

thn mr benson tay suddently go like

B: AISHAH!

me&C: huh? we hand in redy.

B: yea i knw i just wanted to tell u i got it redy.

haha. we thought he was gonna scold us man.

freaking scary.

thn got report book.

showed everyone redy.

thy not satisfied with my maths and lit.

nvm i'll work harder and prove to thm i'm freaking smart.

ouh and hols so much hmwk man!

and first week is booked for IPW.

haizzz...

ouh and me&C was just camwhoring.

pics belowwww. :D

byebye.

2009-05-28T16:04:00.002+08:00

let nature take its way cause

sitiAISHAHbteabdulkarim gives up.

im sick and tired of trying to chnge someone

having people stab me at the back

and hating people for being them.

maybe its just predestined tht im meant to suffer.

so might as well accept it.

report book released tmr.

get ready for death.

i miss Z & M :(

2009-05-27T18:00:00.005+08:00

today sucks like hell.
people sucks.
too lazy to post so summarise everything.

1. in th morning, i almost woke up late.
2. ipod confiscated by mr benson
tay. but we got it back alrd.
3. supposed to write an essayon history of
ipods and im done with it.
4. i gotpink arcylic but star shape sucks. i want
pooh):
5. H1N1 in sg! careful ppl. :D

you should learn to just stop flirting cause its freaking annoying and you ain't that pretty. you alrd got a boyf. so just fuck off.

2009-05-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

I've been watching you go through

All of these things for a while

There's gotta be a way to bring you back

Cause it's worth it when you smile

Oh, it doesn't have to hurt you forever

It doesn't have to last too long

And, if you wonder where to turn to

I hope that you know

hello humans :D
so walked to school tday.
journey to school was extra quiet.
me and charmaine never even talk.
its amazing and kinda cool.
thn met p at side gate
so we entered tgtr.

chemistry was first.
did group work.
my group best larhhhh.
so colourful our mindmap.

then it was history.
supposed to discuss abt our comic strip.
me and ellysa were gossiping.
thn whn tcher come we cover up talk abt hist.
xD
extremely funny man.

then PE.
played badminton with lycia, yumin and charmaine tday.
it sucks.
the sun was freaking warm.
sweat like mad due to th heat.
GLOBAL WARMING!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

thn recess.
went to chnge.
i took my own sweet time cause it was too warm.
went down canteen.
ppl so dumb nvr go to shorter que -.-"

thn geog.
got back paper.
just passed.
im just happy i passed.

thn maths.
tcher explaining i was trying to finish up assignment.

thn malay.
continued show.
damn stupid show.
thn mainly rest of period was slacking.

tag reples;
XXX: i rock. deal with it.
Adlina: LOL. shhhhhh. secret. later XXX cry. haha. cmon tmr will be a better day.
thepersonwho"saved"XXX: LOL. so much for saving her. yes it was extremely funny. xD
PS: yes he rox! woOh! yay! haha

2009-05-25T15:56:00.003+08:00

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going no where

Just when you almost gave up all your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

okays so today is not tht bad.

by the time me and charmaine reached cohen was in class.

and ppl thought we were absent.

haha.

i find it cool to still walk slowly whn tcher in class redy.

first period was chemistry.

my lab partner never come.

ouh so sad.

ellysa become my partner.

so did experiments tht were super easy.

then it was english.

went through some ws

and did idioms.

i did idoms without checking meaning.

pro rite? :D

then malay.

cikgu never come again.

so went to library

slacked and played DS.

addictions to tamagotchi♥

then recess

i made new sec1 friends.

but idk their name ):

hahahaha. im such a bad senior.

thn it was assembly.

basically nvr do anything.

i enjoy playing th DS.

ouh and i notced smth.

scary man.

thn maths also mainly did nth.

and lit also same thing.

thn after sch lunch'd at KFC.

XXX gave XXX flowers or roses to be specific.

hahahaha. its pink somemore.

everyone were looking at XXX.

damn funny man. xD

2009-05-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

yes, im still moodless.
someone msged me early in th morning.
th person rlly pissed me off.
sometimes things are impossible
and think carefully is it worth it?
ouh and thr was another ass.
just give up larh ass.
grr...
freaking pissed.
msging humans are such a pain in th neck.
maybe i shld nt reply msges from now on.
hmm...

2009-05-22T16:24:00.002+08:00

yo people.
currently moodless.

we continued the horror show for malay
end up not horror show
the ghost was some crazy woman.
wtf man. scare me redy thn ending like tht.
grr...

thn phototaking.
2E3 took extra long to take a perfect photo.
the cameraman keep drag me here drag me thr.
haha. end up i'm 2nd row right in th end.
thn informal shot was damn funny.
2E3 very creative we did the stick sign.
hahahahahaha.
no offence lina.
thn ellysa tie her hair the samurai way.
we took like 15min to get into places.
thn 3N1 was waiting impateintly redy.
yes we rock.
last class photo tgtr.
hopefully this yr pic nicer than last yr's.

thn show&tell
i brought the giftbook.
talked emotionally.
almost cried.
haha.
its so sentimental rite?

thn recess.
ate the fried noodles.
freaking oily man.
ruin my appetite only.

thn during art, me, charmaine, zhi xian were playing mario kart.
tcher talk i nvr even listen.
he gave us smth to do end up nvr do.
ouh and i played with rian and after tht syed.
stupid ppl. haha, they won me.

ok thn maths was ok larh.
normal teaching and all.
and finally FC.
basically put on my earphnes and sleep.

thn wake up my head was banging.
thn went home

2009-05-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

I am so freaking sad tht adam lambert didnt win.
i mean like he deserves to win man.
srsly.
grr...
i still love his voice though :D ♥

okays so school tday
reached school late.
freaking pissed in the morning.

geography
the scary teacher went in class again.
but tday he was less scary.
watched the day after tmr.
did worksheet on it.
if only class was movie and ws everyday.

maths
did assignment.
this chapter is kinda easy.

chemistry
went lab.
experiments were cool
oh shyt me and jialin wanted take video but forgot :/

recess
spent like 20min in toilet thn buy drink and up we go to the classroom.

IT
mr mervin loh is back.
basically tday was did nth in com lab.
was chatting with ppl and all so yea.
facebook was laggy in sch.

english
cohen showed us some slides on swine flu
thn gt the emergency drill powerpoint.
i wasnt listening.

IPW
the usual boring things.

2009-05-20T16:04:00.002+08:00

CHARMAINE NG IS SO FREAKING DEAD.

ok so mainly school was boring.
skip to after school.
i embarrassed myself and nearly died tday.

(1)I fell in a hole in the grass patch.
(2)I hit the freaking signboard whn i tried standing up straight.
(3)Some car made a loud 'pop' sound and i screamed in th middle of th road
(4)I accidentally laughed at some stupid boy veryvery loudly till he heard it
(5)Charmaine accidentally pushed me to th road and i flew and almost got hit by a speeding car and th upper secs saw th whole scene.

2009-05-19T20:05:00.003+08:00

first of all, ppl randomly talk abt my blog

whn idk thy read thm.

i feel insecure.

im thinking of privatizing.

silent readers, shld i privatize?

feel free to tag what u think.

its ok if u dun wanna put yr name.

just no nosense. ty :D

ok so i hate school after exams.

in the morning first period was chem.

had to do some stupid ws.

thn teacher on mary poppins.

its so... classical&boring.

fell asleep halfway.

i was so tired.

we spent like 3+periods on the show.

thn PE.

was too lazy to chnge to PE.

so like abt 15ppl wearing uniform.

thn tcher punished us

walked arnd parade square 10rounds.

it was kinda fun cause we were talking all th way

nvr even feel tired larh.

i enjoy nt wearing PE :DDDDDDD

thn recess.

kinda normal and boring and all.

thn it was geog.

miss nur still nt discharged from hosp.

get well soon cher.

so some tcher went in to relieve.

thn he was scolding us cause we were damn noisy.

so in th end th class extremely quiet all through th period.

thn maths.

got back section A.

so overall i pass.

but it still sucks like hell.

im so sad ):

thn finally it was mly.

2ND IN CLASS !

hahahahaha.

amirah won me again but nvm eh.

she's supposed to be smarter.

butbut i am still freaking sad.

i mean like 64.4/100

tht is so bad ^^ ):

thn had lunch.

ate chicken rice.

i was so full i felt like vomiting.

and thn Afternoon Programme.

gt back compre paper.

failed.

its ok i still pass english overall.

thn did guardian weekly and slacked.

2009-05-18T15:08:00.002+08:00

hey there.
i didnt cry tday.
see pearlyn&charmaine, told u i cld do it. :D
okays so basically its because i didnt fail anything tday.

so early in the morning walked to school.
a day without phne and im suffering.
so went straight to classroom
then went back to normal arrangement.
cohen came in class.
had temperature taking thn he left.

thn mrs florence tan went in class.
she made us do a worksheet.
then checked paper.
then did sudoku?
haha. it was fun kinda reminded me of mrs valerie han-yuen
she loves giving us sudoku in primary5
omg i miss her man ):

thn cohen's period
got back compo paper.
thn th rest of th period is slacking.
im so bringing DS/PSP tmr :D

thn malay.
had mly listening compre.
cikgu said it was supposed to help pull up out marks
it sucks like hell larh.
thn when mly end redy me, ellysa and amirah
keep bugging cikgu for our marks.
in th end cikgu allowed me only to see.
i freaking passed! ♥

thn recess.
it was quite boring
i forgot to bring my wallet down

thn it was assembly
thr was no assembly
and no tcher came in so 1hour of doing nth

thn mr lim went in class.
E3-ITE students rite guys?
girls did quite well
guys failed.

and finally literature.
literature sucks.

marks for tday;
CHEMISTRY-29/40
COMPO-19/30
PHYSICS-23 1/2 /40
LITERATURE-54/100

somebody out there,
somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you
When worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

2009-05-17T15:34:00.001+08:00

Cause sometimes it hurts so much
yet nobody understands
so you sit there silently
thinking how worst can things get

2009-05-16T11:37:00.002+08:00

first of all, thanks to bryan, charmaine, pearlyn and adlinah
thanks for wasting time trying to cheer me up ystd.
thanks for all the advice and jokes.
ily all so much.
and i feel a lot better now.

tag replies:
Glenn ; LOL. yea... be afraid. haha.
Adlina ; Relinked. ;D
Adlina ; I was too lazy to give a long post. haha. and the PRP incident was embarrassing.
Charmaine[: ; yea right.
Adlina ; thanks babe.
ROYALDAD:D ; erm... thr is nth wrong with my maths marks. and thanks.

2009-05-15T14:06:00.002+08:00

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so early in the morning charmaine's mom sent us.
then reached school went to classroom.
first period malay
tcher never come so we were slacking at library.

then english and CME period
got back english papers.
summary - 20/30
letter writing - 16/20
English Grammer Paper - 73/100
not bad rite?
so was happy happy and all.
then the rest of the period was mainly slacking.

then recess.
was kinda pissed at someone.

then it was art.
i was falling asleep while the tcher explaining answers.
then gave back theory paper.
14/30
but i remained calm cause i knw my drawings cn pull up my marks.

and then mr choo went in class
took the other art period.
biology paper - 30/40
cheered me up and made me forget abt art.

and finally mr quek's lesson.
Maths Paper 1(section B) - 10/30
Maths Paper 2 - 23/40
tried to stay happy hoping section A would help me pass.
but people start asking me questions like
"what happened to yr maths?" & "i thot you said it was easy?"
and i just broke down.

and then some guy went in class.
received history paper.
30/50
still suck.

and FC was spent by crying like hell
because of maths.

i give up on this world.
its causing so much hurt.
why cant i just ace in all subjects?
whats the point of studying?
whn i improve in a subject i deprove in another.

2009-05-14T20:21:00.005+08:00

ok today was really fun.

today was marking day so no school.

so me, charmaine, lina, cecilia and crystal went for sushi buffet.

it was nice and fulling.

after that went for bowling

but stomach was too full

so the others bowled and i watched.

tag reples belowwwwww.

tag replies:

Yu Min; hello :D

MIRAMIRA! ; thank you so much girlf.

ROYALDAD:D; lol. yes geog was ok. but ppl kip saying phy hard.

ROYALDAD:D; i knw! haha. and stop being ji hoo crazy please.

2009-05-13T11:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH CHARMAINE NG :D (she's forcing me to type this)

so tday morning thr were no unicorns to send us to sch.
so tday we had to sit on a camel(no offence)
it was veryvery slow.

so reached school and be a good girl.
revised for idioms and vocab.
but they all start crowding at my table.
lycia and me were the only normal ppl arnd.

so the boys were playing at th door.
then lock the others outside.
thn raihan didnt realize the tcher was outside.
thn tcher lock him outside.
haha. idiot man.

so paper was easy.
study no use.
so paper was 1hr but ppl finished in 30min.
tried to sleep but stupid ppl keep waking me up.

then after exams cohen was nagging.
mr ting complained to cohen abt the class playing soccer in classroom.
then like almost all th guys were in trouble.
14 guys to be exact.

so after tht the rest of the class released
then went for breakfast at mcdonalds.
saw bryan thereee :D

then now crys and charmaine are at my hse.
we keep disturbing others on msn.
funny :D

(Y) im charmaine. aishah sucks. i mean it.
hahahaha.
i dint force her to type tht infront thing ok.
i only told her to make it red.
:D
hahahahz.
Bryan sucks to.
sharkers united company sia -.-"

Im their boss. sadly.
im going to retire soon anwy cos i have $$$$$$$$$$
its a v. $ job. as all i do is to sit down in th aircon room. and tell thm wad to say.
shesh. dumbo sharks.
:D

my unicorn died and im rlly sad.
OMG. YOURCALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aishah pls play tht song agn ):

ok. sry bout tht.

Yumin was rlly damnnn funny!!!!!!!!
ok aishah dun save her converrsations. so i got no joke to tell -.-"
ARGH.
anwy yumin was rlly confused. so she refuse to believe tht I AM CHARMAINE.
cos i was twitting lik siao.
hahahahha.
ok aishah is worried tht no one will read her blog as i am such a nuisance
kthnxbuaii. (:

2009-05-10T13:48:00.009+08:00

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY!

i miss blogging daily crap out.
i've been so busy studying.
yes for once i decided to study veryvery hard for exams :D
and papers were not bad;

English paper 1- no problem. but i forgot sign off for letter writing but nvm larh. still not bad
English paper 2- hmm... ok larh. nt bad. abit difficult i guess.
Maths paper 2- i find it kinda easy. 1st and last question are the killers. the rest are ok.
Sci- slightly difficult but possile to pass all papers. ppl think i am crazy cause i find phy easy.
Geog- not badddd. for once.
Hist- SBQ so deaddddd.
Literature- i wrote crap. i just hope i pass.
Malay Paper 1- sure fail. i wrote compo out of point
Malay Paper 2- freaking funny. easyyyyyy :D

ok so that was mainly all.
so these days heven't been very happy.
been having breakfast with ellysa, crys, yumin and charmaine.
we've been eating at KFC cause thr is lesser ppl thr.
i think i met my nephew but still unsure.
(yesyes, i am anti-social. sheesh. haha)

ouh and have been studying for 5hrs each day.
and took breaks to play WIItennis & boxing.
good way to vent anger.
but now my hand freaking pain.
thats what you get for playing 15rounds or boxing on WII.

ouh and i spent friday reading teens, seventeen and cleo.
magazines are fun to read.
seventeen's horoscopes are just scary.
ouh and here are some late wishes for ppl.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LYCIA! {060509}
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ABANG HAKIM! {070509}
HAPPY 3RD MONTH BARNEY! {070509}

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOMO HAZIQ ! {090509}

ouh and to MEEMOgirlf,

thank you so much for yr help and comfort.

thanks for being thr for me when i felt like the world was falling apart.

thanks for the counselling

ily girlf and i'll always be thr for you just like how you were thr for me.

thanks for the 4yrs of awesome friendship you gave me.

and i've decided to let certain things go.

see, i am happy now. haha. :):):):):)

The rain falls on my windows

And the coldness runs through my soul

When the rain falls, oh when the rain falls

I don't want to be alone

2009-05-02T20:24:00.004+08:00

HIATUS!

will be back after exams ;D

2009-05-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

w705/c905

AISHAH NEEDS a new phone

a temporary basic phone is just depressing

2009-04-23T12:28:00.002+08:00

yesyes i am sick again .
and there is supposed to be chemistry and geography test tday .
florence will think i purposely dont want to come .
sheesh .
ouh and to those get well soon msges ,
thank you very much and its appreciated as always .
ouh and i will take good care of myself , ROAYALdad :D

2009-04-20T15:09:00.003+08:00

i know i'm not supposed to post and all .
but currently , i cannot study .
head banging like crazy .
since class just now !
then people arnd me were kinda irritating
cause my head so pain ready yet they still talk so much .
and mr quek was going so fast in maths .
then im rushing but head banging
then suddently extremely pain
so i lie down on table awhile before trying to catch up .
and literature was after maths and mrs tan was also rushing .
sheesh .
so basically the day sucks .
and i wanted to play pepsi cola during recess but leg still pain .

then after school went with lycia , charmaine and ellysa
to see the guys playing pepsi cola at the block opposite school .
then me and charmaine tried to escape .
but lycia and ellysa caught us .
so we were all under this tree talking .
then suddently i heard some cracking sound ?
so i looked up to see where the sound came from .
and suddenly i can see a bigbigbig tree brunch falling above my head .
so i did as my instinct told me to
which was run and scream .
lucky managed to run on time
or else , byebye world .

then after that lycia and ellysa had maths afternoon programme
so it was home and revision for me and charmaine .